just being a complicated me..

nvr tot that being mrs. j is so much complicated....apart from my own self i hv to think about the other part of me, hate to make him sad or unhappy but whether i realise it or not i'm d 1 who make him like that...i wish i cud understand him more, love him more so that he wudn't feel left behind in every step i make...it is just dat i'm so used of being too independent, i didn't bother 2 ask him for help..i nvr asked him to send me to work bcoz i know how busy n tired he is, that's d way i show my love for him but he cudn't see it but keep saying i am no longer in luv with him...in every argument we've in, i always lost my temper and when he did the same, i wud win it with my tears, oh,so egoistic i am...i wish u d very best of life dear, if i can no longer makes u happy and apart is d best way 2 resolve it..no matter how ugly our argument were i always love u and  in d end i like being a complicated me even though it is quite troublesome...

hi every1

well finally a simple sumwhat stupid blog of mine appeared.. nothg much to be said since it is my 1st entry..what actually people write on their blog? i'm not thinking straight when i begin building my blog i guess.. hmm may b i'm going to share recipes soon..so typical, hah! not looking 4 followers but it is more about a place to burst out just like my diary..da..c u all soon (not so soon i guess)..hehehe